Poetry

Hello everyone!

This is just a small page where I will be posting my poetry for anyone to read at their leisure. Thank you for your support!

Enjoy!

Cheyenne Wright


Dreams

Pitch-black dreams

Listening to the horrified screams

They’re the closest I can get to death

Running from the dark nightmare of reality, I can’t catch my breath

All I can feel is this empty void

All of my sanity has been destroyed

In the morning I wake up early

Everything is much too blurry

Reality seems much too deadly

So I’ll just try to remember this forgotten melody

And at night, I’ll sing this song

I’ll sing it all night long

They’ve pushed me to the limits

I don’t care how many hits

It takes for me to finally fall

I just want to end it all

I find the sight of my own blood utterly amusing

Sometimes there are things that are just worth losing

All reality unravels at the seams

I can finally be plunged into never-ending, darkening dreams


Abandoned

You left

Without saying goodbye

Sometimes I wonder

If you even care that I cry

I could really care

But it’d just be a waste of my time

Because as far as you know

“I’m just fine”

You’re still afraid

That I’m still mad

But to be quite honest

I’m actually glad

I was sick of your little games

Fed up and done

and I hope you know

I still find solitude fun

Every time you’d leave

I’d feel torn up

Mad that you’d leave me like this

With everything messed up

I want the truth

No more of your lies

And I hope there’s a day

Where all of my feeling dies


I Know

I know he’s not perfect

And doesn’t feel worth it

You make him upset

And ignore the words he’s kept

I know how you push him around

In this anxiety, he’ll drown

He’s always forgetful

And always regretful

I know you say words that hurt

When you have anger to exert

But I know his heart is aflame

Kindled by the dreams he has made

I know his shoulders bare all the blame

When you should carry all the shame

But I will wait for you to get burnt

Because I will be the support you never were

I know when he’s finally free

He’ll be right here, beside me

And maybe then you’ll finally see

The one he has aimed to be


Waiting

How should I feel

With you in my head?

Without you here

My heart just feels dead

I know I shouldn’t miss you

It’s just for a day

But without you here

I feel like a stray

No affection, no love

A heart made of stone

What I fear most

Is being alone

I await a reply

With a throbbing heart

And I know this pain

Only when we’re apart


To Jared

There is no way for me to prove

How much you mean to me

But when you threaten your own life

I simply can’t just leave you be

Torn up inside, I know

Things are never looking up

And even though it’s not your fault

You still feel like you’re fucking up

I really want to help, I swear

I can’t lose another friend this way

Helpless, irrelevant, stupid, pathetic

Begging to stop the pain today

“It gets better”

Such a cliche phrase

But I swear to you that it’s the truth

This can’t be how we part ways

I wanted you to know

I’m here for you

And the rest of your loving friends

Are here for you, too

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